Buy somethin' er get outta here.
{Independent RP account for my OC, Raymond. NSFW due to drug usage and dealing.}
Current magic anon status: None
Relationship Status: Taken
Face Claim: Logan Lerman

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There’s never a right time[Raymun]

precious-morning-gemstone:

intoxicated-satisfaction:

precious-morning-gemstone:

Aaron tightly gripped his shirt and very reluctantly pulled back to take a much needed breath.

He almost protested when she pulled away, eyes flying wide open.

When she finally caught her breath again, she leaned in and gently pressed her lips to his.

He gave a tired little hum, his eyes closing again as he returned the kiss.

There’s never a right time[Raymun]

precious-morning-gemstone:

Aaron tightly gripped his shirt and very reluctantly pulled back to take a much needed breath.

He almost protested when she pulled away, eyes flying wide open.

askmmdanything:

w-h-o-r-e-i-f-i-e-d:

oh-shittttt:

girls in bikinis can get 2345684321 notes but an abused dog cant. i want to see how many people actually care. please reblog. people who don’t reblog just don’t want their blogs as ugly as their hearts

i hate people who do this :(

i would kill each and every person who abuses animals. like i like animals more than people.

OMFG IF YOU IGNORE THIS YOU CLEARLY HAVE NO HEART.

<3 I give all my prayers to this dog

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2 years ago • 80,309 notes • reblogged via anon-kitty-deactivated20140210 (originally marisanora) • • reblog

pantere:

do you ever sometimes think dirty thoughts when you’re in a public place and then start to think about if someone is telepathic so you start throwing around random things in your head like ooh cupcakes


2 years ago • 198,854 notes • reblogged via anon-kitty-deactivated20140210 (originally pantere) • • reblog

There’s never a right time[Raymun]

precious-morning-gemstone:

intoxicated-satisfaction:

precious-morning-gemstone:

intoxicated-satisfaction:

precious-morning-gemstone:

She wiped her eyes, and slowly closed the space between them.

He gazed up at her with reddened, defeated eyes. He reached out to her, gently cupping her face with his quivering hands, and he drew her closer. He paused though, to let another sob out.

She placed her hands on his and held them there, jumping slightly when he sobbed again. “I still don’t want to go…”

He just shook his head, pulling her closer again, their lips sliding together this time.

Her arms slid around his neck, and she leaned against him. She took a moment to commit the feeling of his lips to memory, and closed her eyes.

Even his tightly sealed eyes couldn’t hold in the onslaught of tears, and he kept the kiss going, unwilling to end the last time their lips met so soon.

There’s never a right time[Raymun]

precious-morning-gemstone:

intoxicated-satisfaction:

precious-morning-gemstone:

She wiped her eyes, and slowly closed the space between them.

He gazed up at her with reddened, defeated eyes. He reached out to her, gently cupping her face with his quivering hands, and he drew her closer. He paused though, to let another sob out.

She placed her hands on his and held them there, jumping slightly when he sobbed again. “I still don’t want to go…”

He just shook his head, pulling her closer again, their lips sliding together this time.

    Anonymous

    Well then, I'll be here first thing in the morning with a body bag or a new identity. I'll let you pick -turns and walks away-

"Fuck ya."

    Anonymous

    Why do you want to kill yourself so badly? Why is what you were given not good enough? ((Are you really getting rid of this page?))

"That ain’t fa ya ta know. Now get tha fuck away from me."

((Haha, no I’m not. Just gonna take a little break from Ray til I get my muse back for him. Maybe have him not go through with the overdose and he runs off to go to some illegal rehab idk))

    Anonymous

    You're right. They do deserve that. But why can't that be you? Why can't you try and quit, drop down to one drug, an wean your way off that one? Get a real job. I know people I could clear your records. Your kids will never have another father, do this for your kids! For Vanessa. I love that little girl so much. Do it for Benjamin. Do it for Aaron. That girl gave up the best years of her life for you. Raised a child that wasn't hers for you, and what do you want to do? Abandon her. Dead beat dad

"Just…Just fuck off.

I’m doin’ it.

An’ ya can’ fuckin’ stop me.”

There’s never a right time[Raymun]

precious-morning-gemstone:

She wiped her eyes, and slowly closed the space between them.

He gazed up at her with reddened, defeated eyes. He reached out to her, gently cupping her face with his quivering hands, and he drew her closer. He paused though, to let another sob out.

    Anonymous

    -grabbing him by his arms- Which is why you are weak. You are weak and selfish and do not deserve the blessings that you are given. And yet all you do is think of yourself. What would your children think when someone has to tell them how you died? How did you feel when your mother died? Are you really going to leave Aaron all alone? Just because you want to take the easy way out and don't want to work to make yourself just the tiniest bit better you weakling.

"I-I know ‘m weak!" The tears came again. "M-My kids woul’ be better off without a dad who shoots up heroin instead a’ seein’ them. Aaron woul’ be better off with a man who’s acshuly ‘round fa her! How I felt is none a’ ya business!

There’s never a right time[Raymun]

precious-morning-gemstone:

intoxicated-satisfaction:

precious-morning-gemstone:

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precious-morning-gemstone:

“I moved out because I was trying to keep the kids safe! When a junkie comes to the door, followed by another fucking dealer at three in the morning, it gets a little dangerous to be here!” She let out a little sob and hid her face. “I need you… I need you so much that it hurts…”

“They came there ‘cos a’ me.” Ray’s voice cracked for a moment. “N-No, ya don’. Stop lyin’ ta me. Ya don’ need me. I’ll leave ya some money on tha t-table ‘fore I go. Take care a’ ya self. Bye.” He turned away from her, not able to hold in another sob. 

“Ray, no—” Her hands dropped to her sides, but she desperately wanted to hold him. To be held by him, at least one more time. “I wasn’t lying… I do need you.”

“No, ya don’. Ya need a m-man who’s acshuly ‘round fa ya an’ tha kids, ya need a man that don’ hit ya, ya need a man that ain’t a junkie an’ a dealer. J-Just go. I love ya. Bye.” He waved his trembling hand for her to go.

“I’m… I’m not going without another kiss.” She sighed stubbornly.

"A…A’ight. C’mere."

There’s never a right time[Raymun]

precious-morning-gemstone:

intoxicated-satisfaction:

precious-morning-gemstone:

“I moved out because I was trying to keep the kids safe! When a junkie comes to the door, followed by another fucking dealer at three in the morning, it gets a little dangerous to be here!” She let out a little sob and hid her face. “I need you… I need you so much that it hurts…”

“They came there ‘cos a’ me.” Ray’s voice cracked for a moment. “N-No, ya don’. Stop lyin’ ta me. Ya don’ need me. I’ll leave ya some money on tha t-table ‘fore I go. Take care a’ ya self. Bye.” He turned away from her, not able to hold in another sob. 

“Ray, no—” Her hands dropped to her sides, but she desperately wanted to hold him. To be held by him, at least one more time. “I wasn’t lying… I do need you.”

"No, ya don’. Ya need a m-man who’s acshuly ‘round fa ya an’ tha kids, ya need a man that don’ hit ya, ya need a man that ain’t a junkie an’ a dealer. J-Just go. I love ya. Bye." He waved his trembling hand for her to go.

    ienjoybeinganenglishgirl

    Pretty boy you don't get it. As long as you hear the sound of my voice you won't die. I won't let you. Think about all the things I put you through, have I ever once let you die? Let you end it? No, dying is for the deserved. You don't deserve to die because you need to be a father. And you need to fucking quit drugs. Every nation has been addicted before some relapse more than you can think! But we move on. Just as you will.

"I ain’t a nation.

Just watch me. I’mma get a nice big bowl a’ heroin an’ meth an’ coke an’ I’mma put it over the stove an’ when it melts an’ makes a nice lil’ drug soup, I’mma get my biggest syringe an’ send that shit through my veins.

I am gonna do it.

I’m gonna go out just like my ma did. I wanna see her again.”